♥Sunday, September 27, 2009
I have no idea when was the last time i really smile from deep within my heart... nothing have really been able to successfully cheer me up... some came real close but seems to just fade away slowly from me... was talking to suri when we agreed that singapore has become a boring place... but what is the real reason that has cause it to be boring for us... she mention about migrating but wouldnt it be the same? migrate to aus, newZ, swiss?? when you are there you will still be doing the same old thing...was telling her that we should treasure everyday of our life as we donno what will happen tmr... but what do i have to treasure? family? frens? love? seriously i have never been able to feel their love for me sometimes i asked myself, am i asking for alot? i am a very simple guy all i have wanted is to be happy but have i really been happy before?? maybe UK was right i am asking for too much thats why when i cant achieve what i ask for i feel bored of it...guess i would write until here for now too many things in my mind and i cant put them into words =)
Love By Andy...
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