♥Sunday, November 1, 2009
Its been a week since i started my new job... hell its boring.... am starting to regret applying for this job already... but oh wells since i am in already i've got no choice but to bare with it and make good use of my time there i guess... and yeah alot have happen recently something which i am not suppose to disclose to anyone... somehow my guess all came true... i donno izzit good or bad that what i thought was wats happening... and no no one disclose it to me i kinda figure it out myself thats something i cannot emphasize enough... recently i did something for a fren... i donno if the thing i did actually helped or just made things worse... when i did it i didnt care about what the others will think about me...how they will see me after the incident... cosz all i can think of was helping a fren out... people can misunderstand me for what i did but i didnt care cosz i know it myself that whats was done was a favour to someone and nothing more then that... thats all i needed to know... nxt issue will be with regards to my r/s status... to all my friends out there who cared to ask, i say thx but sorry to disappoint u guys cosz i am still single as of now ^_^and i think i will be for a very long time =D... hmm been awhile since i visit the cinema already, missed quite a few shows recently >.< oh wells what to do when most of your frens are either watching with partners or they are too busy with work/studies to find time for movies anymore =( maybe i should consider going for movies alone sometimes =D shall put some thoughts into that =D
Health have been bad recently backpain and headaches are back to haunt me and theres nothing much i can do about it... and please dun ask me to see doctor cosz thats one of the thing i hate most in life >.<>.<... another was me in a plane on the way for some vacation and my plane crashed into the sea @@...sometimes i really wonder why do i have this kind of weird dreams are they like normal? haha... alright i should really stop stoneing away my weekends and start on my book....
Love By Andy...
10:44 PM
♥Sunday, September 27, 2009
I have no idea when was the last time i really smile from deep within my heart... nothing have really been able to successfully cheer me up... some came real close but seems to just fade away slowly from me... was talking to suri when we agreed that singapore has become a boring place... but what is the real reason that has cause it to be boring for us... she mention about migrating but wouldnt it be the same? migrate to aus, newZ, swiss?? when you are there you will still be doing the same old thing...was telling her that we should treasure everyday of our life as we donno what will happen tmr... but what do i have to treasure? family? frens? love? seriously i have never been able to feel their love for me sometimes i asked myself, am i asking for alot? i am a very simple guy all i have wanted is to be happy but have i really been happy before?? maybe UK was right i am asking for too much thats why when i cant achieve what i ask for i feel bored of it...guess i would write until here for now too many things in my mind and i cant put them into words =)
Love By Andy...
2:02 AM
♥Sunday, September 20, 2009
"Its not as easy as what u say" tis few words have been revolving in my mind... maybe what u said was right... all this while i have been deceiving myself that eveything i said is right, things are simple just that people like to complicate it...but the question is am i really right??
I donno why have i been feeling this way recently but everytime you feel sad i feel sad, everytime you feel happy i feel happy... whenever you are annoy by some people i feel angry at those people who is annoying you...But after all that has happen recently i am not hoping or asking for much i just wish to stand by you as a friend, hoping i can give you a hand and life you up from the mess you are in... that is all i asked for as this is the least i can do for you =)
Love By Andy...
12:02 AM
♥Sunday, September 6, 2009
MIA for 2mths! but i am backed! =D finally AFC 2009 is over! and to my suprise our performance tis year was actually labelled as "Flawless" woohoo! Well now that AFC is over the next thing to look forward to would be none other then my ORD!! woohoo! Not that i am exactly happy to leave the navy but its just not very encouraging to know that i would be leaving the gang of idiots whom i am been working with for the past year =D All the happy and unhappy moments that we've been through tgt as a TEAM!
Anyways a quick update of me for the past few days since those are all i could remember =D
Friday
Suppose to meet up with yx fro blood donation cosz i receive a sms saying that blood bank was actually low on A blood , but end up she couldnt make it on friday so i decided to go ahead cosz she's going in on sat anyways. After that was watching "The Proposal" but i was still quite early so i actually took a train down to orchard and walked my way to PS haha.... And yeah the show was fantastic! minus the part where girls below actually scream when they saw "andrew" naked -_-'' after the movie was walking ard PS before deciding dinner at "Xing Wang" + i almost got force to kneel down at PS to propose! LOL ( after effects from watching the show) after dinner was desert( ice cream!) at Cathay's Ben & Jerry, followed by a slow walk along orchard and a nice conversation + i was told that i am not how i look like lol + looks are deceiving! nxt stop was all the way at IONs cosz i haven really been there before + trying to find the black color Burger King =D + bump into ariel at IONs and she was like so shocked to see me there -_-'' after which was home sweet home =D
Saturday
Woke up late thinking to skip lunch but was told to have lunch so decided to join sister at tampines and ended up at carls jr -_-'' was already 3+ before reaching home slack awhile before having to meet up with cookie and gang for buffet at T3 Crowne Plaza hotel ( Azur restaurant ) the food there was quite alright + the lobster + drunkern prawns =D but it was consider quite expensive cosz after a 40% discount with DBS card it still cost ard $37 =( and after which was home sweet home again =D
Sunday
Still rotting in the process...... =D
Love By Andy...
4:00 PM
♥Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Finally the day where i fly off from tis place, i donno why but i am just not that excited about this trip... sis was asking me yst nite if i feel excited which got thinking yeah y am i not excited at all hmm.. oh before i forget thx all who wish me a great trip =) thank you! its a short 6d5n trip and i will be back on monday hopefully my mood would turn better when i am back =D I wanna be a changed man!!!
Love By Andy...
9:25 AM
♥Thursday, June 11, 2009
I am back to bloggging!! well haven blog in a while cosz i just dun have anything much to write about or i am just plain lazy =D
Well for all my SL frens
U guys would or would not have notice that i haven been in SL for awhile... well i am not dead yet! so dun be too happy for now! reason i haven been logining in is cosz i realise i need a break from SL, for how long i donno, but i guess on and off i will still login maybe to clear notice n stuff... hmm actually i had wanted to take tis break for quite awhile leh but all along theres something holding me back but right now i think its the best time for me to take a break before i get too addicted to it =D
My life!
Boring as usual! haha, hmm at least i manage to get some new shirt due to the unbearable GSS! haha totally enjoy my shopping trip and i even manage to get a watch at the expense of walking for 1 whole day! from Orchard > Raffles City > Marina Square > Suntec and finally ! i got a TITUS from city chain!! phew...
its not exactly the watch i had eyes on but it still looks presentable enough i hope haha and the price difference was like 1600% ? haha so cant complain too much =P
Oh!! and i had a weird dream recently for 3 continuous nite i dream of the same person @@ and the scary part was all 3 dream is about the same thing la! shall not name the person here cosz i donno if she would mind so i shall name her as Miss XX
The dream started with me running at fast speed, note i donno why am i running haha. And i was running along the shop houses near my first home, then after running for abit i bump into Miss XX ( okay i know its dam dramatic but bare with me ) then for god knows what reason i grab her hands and we started running again @@ then the nxt scene revolves around East Coast Park both of us was panting and we seated on the rocks near the beach to catch our breath... and Miss XX suddenly lean over and rest her head on my shoulder ( note in RL i am not exactly that close with Miss XX just normal frens ) and i put my hands over her shoulder and we kinda like fall asleep sitting down haha... i seriously found it weird as firstly i have nv did dream abt Miss XX before and neither have i ever had a same dream for 3 continuous nites! max was like 2 nites only =X So if anyone out there can decrypt dreams please help me decrypt mine!! and let me know thank you!! =D
My love life!
Empty as usual! haha so if you people have any single and available frens pls feel free to hook us up! not that i am despo for a girl but who will complain having someone by his/her side =P Have been looking at a number of wedding photos recently and i so have the urge to get married la! i think its dam nice =( everyone in office have been pester by me saying that i wanna get married hahaha they must have thought i am crazy =D But from the looks of it i think the chances of me getting married is quite slim i think lol...maybe i shld like what des recommend go buy a wife only cost $2k!! =X
Love By Andy...
7:36 PM
♥Thursday, May 28, 2009
Nothing really interesting happen recently so my life is back to the dull dull life... there have been alot of thoughts in my mind recently but most of them i cant really express it out in words
1 of it was me being unable to understand how come some people can be very close to you today and cant stop talking to you, but the very next day they became extremely cold towards you and they give you a feeling as though they are trying hard to avoid or ignore you. I can never understand what is going on...
2nd would be why most people starts to drift away from me after knowing me for awhile , i really wonder what izzit that i do that makes them react in this manner.
3rd would be why do i always feel so emo and sensitive... hello its not like i choose to be emo and sensitive de loh, i really cant help it maybe its like inbuild in me... so rather then telling me to stop being so emo and sensitive wouldnt it be better if you could your like tell me how not to be??
guess i shld stop here for now donno what else to write already also...
How i wish things between us could go back to how it was like before... =)
Love By Andy...
6:43 PM
